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Post by AnErrorHasOccured on Apr 15, 2004 3:37:41 GMT 10
I know a girl who tried to commit suiecide..
Her dad was always drunk...her mom beat her up...her dad went to prostitues...
Some people belong in hell
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Post by singingcirclesaway on Apr 15, 2004 13:20:25 GMT 10
Fuck that. A good friend of mine has been struggling with his sexuality for years, because he was raised to believe being gay was wrong. The church convinced him he was evil, but they could fix him. He even got engaged. Because of their beliefs and their 'brainwashing', not only he was hurt but many around him. He says now he hates God, because according to the bible he's going to hell, but he can't help the fact he likes the same sex. He's a fantastic person, but he's so torn up inside because of other people, when he shouldn't be. Hell is bullshit, believe what you want to believe, fuck it. I know this was on a tangent, but it just makes me so fucking angry, because he is an awesome person that doesn't deserve to hate himself everyday because of someone else. The same applies to you, you're fucking fantastic, regardless of other bullshit that has or hasn't happened. You're not going to hell, there is no hell. Something similar has happened to me, but I'm not going to let it rule my life and convince myself I'm evil because of it all. I'm going where I want to go, and no meow meow is going to stop me because of what they believe.
Ahem.
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Post by AnErrorHasOccured on Apr 16, 2004 2:02:33 GMT 10
Don't say that! 1. You're a great artist!  2. People who think these things really don't belong in hell ( if there is even a place like that)..because I've never seen somebody who did something so wrong that he deserves it...and then admit it....so this is just bullshit...If you feel like this they're treating you very bad...and believe me when I say: FUCK THEM...nobody deserves to feel like this and neither do you.. Your a great person in your own special way! You just have to find it out...like so many others. |
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Post by stray on Apr 17, 2004 14:10:36 GMT 10
sparklle, i'm glad to see you have been back to the site and that you are still around, take care of yourself, & keep in contact ok.
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Post by streetlights on May 18, 2004 16:48:37 GMT 10
I didn't really know if this post belongs here so delete it instead of moving it if it doesn't belong here.
I just wanted to say I have numerous friends who cut. Even more that are depressing and suicidal. It's like they are drawn to me. But today one of my friends told me he doesn't cut any more. I just wanted to say that because I'm VERY proud of him and that it can be done people! Good luck to y'all!
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you can't relate to people so you fill your life with stuff
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Post by cheer up emo kid on May 18, 2004 19:03:59 GMT 10
Even more that are depressing freudian slip? |
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Post by Powerlines cant be bothered on May 18, 2004 20:05:40 GMT 10
Yep, I meant depressed.
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i like feeding the birds, but i hate cleaning up after.
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Post by sassymarvin on May 27, 2004 20:56:40 GMT 10
i just want to get rid of this constricting feeling in my chest, like im being crushed constantly. i cant be bothered to eat, i cant be bothered to talk, i cant be bothered to get out of bed, the only thing that keeps me going is fear of losing whats already slipping through my fingers.
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Post by sparklle on May 29, 2004 22:46:27 GMT 10
I know that feeling very well...
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Post by amelia on May 29, 2004 22:48:51 GMT 10
me too sometimes.
people survive somehow...
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Post by sparklle on May 29, 2004 22:57:29 GMT 10
I guess..
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Post by kayla on Nov 9, 2004 11:10:31 GMT 10
i know someone..why? if you wanted to talk i'm on msn: loux2@hotmail.com um i started cutting but i cant leave home without something sharp and i dont want to tell them. |
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Post by kayla on Nov 9, 2004 11:16:24 GMT 10
I've also known one person in particular that has been into that. He was so numb, that he explained it was his way of feeling something, anything, and that the pain became something very different to perverse in his mind. what do you meen? did he tell anyone? |
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Post by kayla on Nov 9, 2004 11:21:43 GMT 10
I didn't really know if this post belongs here so delete it instead of moving it if it doesn't belong here. I just wanted to say I have numerous friends who cut. Even more that are depressing and suicidal. It's like they are drawn to me. But today one of my friends told me he doesn't cut any more. I just wanted to say that because I'm VERY proud of him and that it can be done people! Good luck to y'all! i want to go deaper i made my friend do it for me she got really weried and i just cant stop |
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Post by fathershark on Nov 9, 2004 11:43:39 GMT 10
what do you meen? did he tell anyone? I'm not sure how many people he told other than me. He continuted to descend further down the spiral because he refused help and was too engrossed in his self loathing - by posting on this lift raft, you're doing much better than him. |
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